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Ide Ayaka is only 16
O_O

beautiful!

One Way

It's been raining for three days straight.



It’s raining more than ever, hour by the hour
I miss it real bad, all the things that we had

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Dusk

I'm collecting Naotaro Moriyama's lyric's translations.



Taiyou no Nihohi/Scent of the Sun

My memories melted in the seven-colored sky
In the afternoon of a humid summer day

My memories melted in the seven-colored sky
What I see in the sunlight
Is for some reason dear to me
In the afternoon of a humid summer day

Hey, where will I go?
I still want to stay, I want to stay

My memories melted in the seven-colored sky
Leaving behind the scent of the sun
Why what is changing is so dazzling?
In the afternoon that continues to faraway
I felt that I could hear your voice

It can't be, it can't be

Kazahana/Wind Flowers

I embraced the little you outside the world that won't be back
Time passed silently with our eyes bound down
The apple flowers were in full bloom in our Eden garden
We closed the boring book and chewed the content.

We've always searched for the meaning of loving one another
The reason of our sadness got carried away by the wind
Your shivering long eyelashes RURURIRA
Got soaked by the soft fluttering snowflakes

The soaked reminiscent boat sank in the cotton wave
And drops spilled from your shy shoulder

We've always searched for the endless night
With dark ilusions in our chests and in our fleeting hearts
A melody of the moon came to an end RURURIRA
Rocking us for eternity

In our senseless cold hands, the future came near from hand to hand
Its open stream falls from the endless sky
that already grew stale beyond the polished glass, like a fallen angel

We've always searched for the meaning of loving one another
Your clouded eyes will soon disappear inside this sky
Without me seeing through their mirage

We've always searched for the meaning of loving one another
The reason of our sadness got carried away by the wind
Your shivering long eyelashes RURURIRA
Got soaked by the soft fluttering snowflake

from jslyrics




『生きてることが辛いなら』 by 森山直太郎
When life’s too painful to live on


When life’s too painful to live on
The best thing to do is to just simply die
Your lover and parents will grieve for you
But after 3 days everything will be back to normal
And by the time they know it, they all turn old as well
And they all end up going to the same place after all.

When life’s too painful to live on
Just rave and cry out loud
Before you know it the night will turn into day
And you may fall asleep after getting all tired
Who said that only babies cry at night
There’s no such rule that it should be that way

When life’s too painful to live on
Try untangling the sadness and simply look into it
Sorrow is just like a piece
That blooms like a flower
With your hands stretched out
Don’t pluck it but just protect it

From a place of nowhere
To another place of nowhere
It will eventually end up as if nothing had happened
That is because of the circle of life itself

When life’s too painful to live on
Just live on till you hate it
History is like a small swing
And the space is like a small oasis
When life’s too painful to live on
Keep the joy of dying
When life’s too painful to live on

from Endoru



Hallucination

Too late to fool
Too foolish to whisper
These feelings are reflected in the moon and cross the night

People are all little birds
Living inside a cage of despair
If nobody breaks the lock, we won’t be able to fly

You remove your lips as soon as I touch you
This is a dream; my usual dream
Embraced like the waves
I can hear the sound of fate crumbling
But tonight...

Rather than deciding white or black
Rather than finding and losing each other
This way, though sad, is not miserable

If you believe there is no endless circle of life and death
Then at least next time
Let it be a place with no wounded seasons

*Fingertips lose their way as they intertwine
Is this punishment? Or a trap?
It was ice. The flames of my heart
Start to melt and burn as I open my eyes
I saw that dream so often
But tonight...

This is not a dream
We can’t go back
We knew those things
Fearful things
They are surely
The shadow that light creates
When we long for its shimmer

You remove your lips as soon as I touch you
So I softly touch you again
Embracing each other like the waves
We hear the sound of fate crumbling

*repeat

First snow

I’m waiting. Forever
These feelings; I love you more than anyone else
I will always love you
I want to be your side. I want to see you more
I want to watch the snow today together with you
I checked my mail, where are you right now?

Your warmth that I felt in my right hand
Your laughter that sounded at my right side
I am clinging to the past
Have we reached the terminal station?
May it all fade away like a white sigh
I want to go back to the relationship we had before
Hey, baby...

Snow fell and piled up. It embraced us
And we had our first kiss
That warmth from our linked palms
I wanted to feel it forever
The words “I miss you” fall down like snow

I search your figure among the crowd
You might not come for me
But still I won’t move from this spot
Those words you gave me back then
The feelings you wanted to ascertain
I didn’t say anything. I want to erase my anxieties

Even though we felt our bond even when we were apart
And though a red thread connected us
Why did it turn out like this?
The mails and phone calls have become less frequent
We loved each other back then
But the distance with you only becomes greater
We can’t turn back

If I could meet you, if you would come here for me
I would surely start to cry
I trust you. That’s why I can wait for you
That’s the only thing I can do
I send a prayer to the snow

I softly embraced your shoulders
And imagined a future for us together
I vowed to stay in love with you
But we both flew off in different directions
How much time will still pass?
This year too I will face the first snow alone
Until the day we meet again
And you smile in that way I remember

Snow fell and piled up. It embraced us
And we had our first kiss
That warmth from our linked palms
I wanted to feel it forever
I will always be here
If I could meet you, if you would come here for me
I would surely start to cry
I trust you. That’s why I can wait for you
That’s the only thing I can do
I send a prayer to the snow

from verduistering

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Tears (Namida)

Naotaro Moriyama's "Namida"

Everything that has physical form will fade away, but
The smile that you create is new again today

If it's the case that all living things are fated to ruin
The heart that doesn't know its direction, the hand will loosely grasp

To be born and to live, even though that's all there is
The seasons are still gentle to the skin

The tears that are flowing so much
Where do tears come from, I wonder
At the moment that the universe began, I can feel that something was there

Crimes that pile and pile up, postponed to the distance
The context of that fleeting dream, I look back upon it again today

To love and love, even if that's all there is
The sky is still beautiful through these eyes

The sobbing and spilling tears
Where do tears return to, I wonder
The meaning behind being able to meet you has been hidden by salty tears

Tears that overflow despite everything
Where do tears come from, I wonder
In the darkness at that center of the heart, I believe that something exists

trans from here

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Fragrant Harbor


I miss Hong Kong so much! It feels like years since I have been back. Two of my favorite fashion sites, Pighip and Maybe Baby have recently been there. It's always a joy to see Korean online shopping malls show the fun and fashion girls' side of Hong Kong.


Other pictures from 11am and MilkCocoa

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Just Juri

Can I please be yooooouuuuu Juriiiiiiiiiii!

image from EiffelinSeoul

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